home: check!

we found our apartment, little bug! can't wait for you to come visit!!!!

i normally hate touristy things, but i cannot waaaaaaaaait until you come so i can take ya ;)


love and miss you.

your mom took you camping, and i'm not thrilled about it.

one month-ish away

so bug, I'm going to be moving...it's official. i'll be leaving on a jet plane gas-powered car.

20 years in this city..and the saddest part about leaving it, is the smallest being, whom i've only known just about 5 months. yep...you guessed it..i'm really, reaaaaaaaaaaally sad to be even further away from you. mommy is just going to have to up her photo + video game!

i love watching you grow, watching you grab onto things with ease, watching you sleep, watching you eat (bc you're usually so lazy about it), watching you roll from your back to your tummy, and back to your back again, watching you smile so big your mouth can barely contain it, watching you step on my stomach and bounce, watching you slowly blink and look away, watching you turn your head as far as you can to follow whatever object you're staring at, watching you squeal and scream from excitement, watching you dance, watching you pout at the sight of ong ngoai, watching you grab your little ears, watching you reach for your toes--ready to chomp, watching your gummy smile, watching you suck on your little bear, watching you rest with your pacifier (finally satisfied), watching you wake up and stare at the fan..

i love it all, and i really don't want to miss anything.......i'm already missing so much, everyday.

i just want you to know...no matter how far i am, i'll be thinking of you everyday. several times a day, actually!! love you to pieces.